My job is full of awful people but today I very clearly heard my director making a racist comment about one of his employees. I still cannot believe it was said and it clearly is an inside joke with the two managers he was on a zoom meeting with(he was virtual, they were in an office a couple doors down from me). And they clearly did not know I was in the office based on their attitudes when later on they encountered me.
I have always had a target on my back in this office for being smart and asking good questions.
If I complain they will know who reported. I cannot live with myself if I don’t do something about what I heard.
What was “weird “ too was this same “joke” was made years ago by someone in the small town I grew up in, I was out with my daughter one night who was maybe 4 at the time and a dude thought it was funny or some shit to say this same thing about another black child in the area, who was also out that night.
I appreciate the conversations here. Not because I am looking for people who necessarily think exactly like me but because the community is intelligent, thoughtful and REAL things are talked about…..all sorts of things.
That sounds terrible and it’s a terrible position to be in.
You will have to decide whether to report or not. The trade-offs are probably pretty clear to you– they’ll potentially make your work-life worse if you report, but morally you feel that you need to report it. You know your calculus about how much you need this job and what your options are if you need to walk away because you can’t take it anymore. You’re not in an at-will state and you’re likely high skill, so it may be difficult for them to just fire you, but there may be a non-zero probability. We can’t give advice about whether to report, only you can decide.
In either case, you should be looking for work at a different company if you can’t trust upper management to take care of racist managers if brought to their attention. Similarly for being punished for being smart and asking good questions.
Racist managers make employees less productive. Hopefully you will find a place that doesn’t have a culture of racism.
Grumpy Nation, what thoughts and advice do you have for K?